No matter how good things are, there will always be solitary nights you spend in your bedroom, in a car, or in a party full of your closest friends when it feels like the walls are caving in.
I don’t deserve you but god, I want to. I want to spend the rest of my life trying to deserve you.
How dare you make it seem like you’re the victim, how dare you make me seem like the bad person when it you’re the reason I had tears streaming down my face and blood running down my arms. your twisted mind torn me apart but I’m the one that had to apologise
― (via the-beauty-of-red)